Ranma 1/2 Fanfic Purple-haired Destiny By Ryan Anderson Part 2: Family and Friends Standard Takahashi Disclaimer: I don't own any of these characters, I'm just a poor otaku/college student! Please don't sue me!! I don't have any money!! What has gone before: Shampoo got kicked out of the Amazons, after Mousse beat her. She tried to commit suicide, but Ranma stopped her, and brought her home with him. Shampoo started going to school, and learned to speak Japanese a lot better, she's officially given up her claim on Ranma, but she still loves him.... Then Ukyo decided to separate Ranma from Akane, and her plan actually worked... a little too well. Now Akane hates Ranma, and Ranma isn't too fond of Ukyo for doing that, and he and Shampoo and Genma have been kicked out of the Tendos, while Ryouga has come to live with them. ------ "Ha! Pop, you're getting slow!" yelled Ranma, looking like he was enjoying himself for the first time since leaving the Tendos two days ago. "Foolish boy!" Genma yelled back, picking himself off the forest floor and launching himself at Ranma. Shampoo, standing on a tree branch not far away, decided that she wasn't going to get left out of this battle, and leapt in. Soon, the "morning practice" of the three had left a clear swath of destruction through the quiet section of forest where they were camped. Without having to worry about property damage, and having a third participant, these morning fights had reached new heights of intensity, and even though Shampoo knew that both Genma and Ranma were holding back against her, it was still a lot of fun. Besides, she rather enjoyed knocking them both on their butts when they didn't go hard enough on her. As Shampoo flew past Ranma, she gave him an impatient nod. While sparring was fun, she and Ranma had planned out something more for this morning. As the three warily circled each other, Ranma finally broached the subject he and Shampoo had talked about. "Hey pop, you have any idea where we're going to go now?" Genma, still circling, replied. "We'll have to go on the road again, train... you've become lax in your training anyway!" Ranma grimaced, but still circled. "Do we have to? Shampoo and I want to stay here, finish school... We thought maybe we could go to mom...." "Are you _INSANE_ boy?? Do you *want* to commit seppuku? Have you forgotten the katana she still carries?" Genma looked ready to blow a synapse or two at the thought of his wife. Shampoo decided it was time for her to enter the conversation. "You really think mother would kill her own child? I no believe that." Genma spared her a glance. "You don't know my wife! If she learns of our curses its over for us! I'm not going back until we find a cure!" Ranma launched himself at his father, the two springing high into the air in an intense flurry of fists and feet. "That's just like you, Oyaji, always running away! Well I'm tired of running!" Genma suddenly did a seemingly impossible flip in mid air, and sent Ranma flying into the ground. "Foolish boy! I'll teach you to show your father some respect!" However, as he ranted at Ranma, he never saw Shampoo coming. With a boot to the head, she sent him to land next to his son. Then she landed neatly on a nearby branch. "Coward!" she scolded him. "If you hadn't led such a dishonorable life, you would be able to go back your wife now! Don't drag Ranma into your cowardice!" Genma leapt to his feet, glaring at Shampoo. "A coward am I?? You don't know what you ask! The most basic tenet of the Anything-goes school of martial arts is staying alive no matter what! Well, I ..... growlph..." Ranma set down the buck he'd just up-ended over his father. "What was that Oyaji? You're an honorless coward who can't face his own wife? Che, your pathetic pop." "Fine, go then, but I won't have your blood on my hands if you're so eager to die!" "We don't need him, Ranma. If he doesn't want to face your mother, there's no reason we should drag him along. Let him go off and train by himself if that's what he wants." Ranma looked at his father, considering Shampoo's words. While it was certainly true that his father had probably never done anything besides ruin his life, he had always been there with Ranma, always pushing him to do his best. But then again, Genma _had_ caused an awful lot of the problems in his life, maybe it was time to go off on his own. At this point in his life, there wasn't really anything more his father could teach him anyway, besides maybe how to drink himself into a stupor. Genma, guessing what Ranma was thinking, threw himself in front of his son, making pleading gestures at him. "Oh yeah, and why shouldn't I?" Ranma asked the prostrated bear. Genma whipped out a sign, "I still have a lot left to teach you!" "Yeah right pop. Don't make me laugh, I don't even break a sweat fighting with you anymore." Genma quite begging at that, and sat down with his back to Ranma, waving a sign over his shoulder. "After all I've done for you..." he flipped the sign "...this is how you repay me?" Shampoo just couldn't believe Genma would actually say (write) that. Of all the things he could have said to try to get Ranma to stay, Shampoo seriously doubted there was anything that would help his cause less. Glancing over at Ranma, she could see he was thinking along the same lines as she, only it was making him more and more angry. Ranma's fists were tightly clenched as he glared at the panda. "Yeah pop, lets talk about 'all the things you've done for me'. Like selling me for food! Engaging me to half a dozen people, and then just to add injury to insult, giving me this curse!" he took a step forward, as Genma flinched under the verbal assault. "Yes, what a _fine_ father you've been, you worthless coward! Always hiding behind your curse, running from your problems! Well I'm through runnin! I'm going home!" Genma-panda seemed to shrink into himself, withering more from the anger and hatred in his son's voice than the actual accusations. Shampoo decided she'd better do something before Genma made Ranma anymore mad. Quietly stepping up behind Ranma, she said, "Let's go Ranma. Leave him alone." Ranma looked up at her, the pain apparent in his eyes. Shampoo's heart skipped a beat, feeling his pain acutely, and wishing there was something she could do to stop it. Taking him by the arm, she began leading him away. *** Nodoka looked over this month's stack of bills again. There weren't many, because without her husband and son here she'd been able to cut back on everything but the barest essentials, not using much electricity, and by growing some of her own food in her garden, she'd been able to make do with her small income she received from her work. Still, she could see that this month was going to be pretty tight again. She considered maybe applying for more hours at the antique store where she worked a few hours every week. It was an easy job, and one she enjoyed, where she polished all the old furniture, preserving it and making it look beautiful again. Still, it wouldn't be proper for her to spend too much time working, that just wasn't right. Nodoka gave a little sigh. If only Ranma and Genma would return, then Genma could get a real job, or even just teach if they saved up enough money to buy a dojo. Not a day past that she didn't wish for their return. Maybe, she thought, she should go pay a visit to the Tendos again. At least there she wasn't alone, and there was that adorable Ranko... There was something about that girl, Nodoka couldn't seem place it, but she was always so happy to see her. Still, Ranko wasn't a very proper young lady, maybe she should try to spend some more time with her and see if she could get Ranko to behave more properly. There wasn't enough honor in the world today, Nodoka decided, that was the whole problem. No one seemed to care about the traditional ways anymore. This new generation of teenagers seemed to have left concepts like honor and duty behind. Still, at least she was assured that her son would respect the old ways, how else could he be a man amongst men? Yes, Ranma must be the very epidemy of honor and duty by now, Nodoka thought to herself. He'll marry Akane, doing his duty to his family, and pass on the old ways. Never would *her* clan lose the honor that everyone else seemed to have forsaken in this age. Honor and duty had kept her going for 10 long years without her husband or son, and they would see her son wed as well. Nodoka spared a pleasant sigh at that thought, day dreaming about her dashingly handsome son marrying Akane, in a perfect traditional ceremony. Finally, when that moment came, she knew that everything she'd gone through, everything she'd suffered without her son here would be worth it then, to see the fruits of her dedication to honor and tradition redeemed. Nodoka didn't like to waste away her time in silly daydreams, after all, there was work to be done. However, she couldn't help fantasizing to herself one last time about how there would be a knock on her door, and she'd go and answer it, and there on the steps would be Ranma and Genma, coming home to her.... Suddenly, there was a knock at the door. Nodoka's eyes flew open, her breath quickening a bit. Could it be? Slowly she walked over to the door, almost afraid to open it for fear of the disappointment that would follow when it wasn't them. Finally she shook herself, telling herself not to be so silly, and opened the door. *** It had taken the better part of a day for Ranma and Shampoo to walk back to Nerima, and they had tried to keep a low profile once they got there to keep from being spotted by friends and enemies alike. Ranma's anger at his father had quickly dissipated as they got closer and closer to Ranma's mother's house, as he was too busy being nervous to be angry at the same time. Shampoo felt no small amount of anxiety over this meeting as well. She'd been considering what Ranma had told her that night they had discussed coming back to his mother's house, about how set his mother had been on Ranma marrying Akane... What if Nodoka insisted? Shampoo hoped she wouldn't, but she couldn't help the sick feeling growing in her stomach at the thought of Ranma forced to go back to the Tendos before he was ready... And, she realized, she really didn't want him to ever go back. Silently she cursed herself for being so selfish. Hadn't she given up her claim to Ranma? Still, the last couple of days had been so pleasant, not having to worry about the other fiancee's, just having Ranma all to herself... They'd had so much fun just sparring and talking, and generally enjoying each other's company... At least, she had. Ranma had seemed to, but had he really? She knew he was still depressed over getting kicked out of the Tendos, but she had tried to be there for him and cheer him up. Shampoo just didn't know what to do anymore. She hoped she was doing the right thing by suggesting they go back to his mother, surely she couldn't turn away her own son, could she? No, said a voice deep in her (which sounded kinda like her great-grandmother), she won't turn away her own flesh and blood... but what about you? And that was the heart of the problem, no matter what, Shampoo needed to stay with Ranma, and there was a fair chance that his mother would send her packing. Ranma had helped her regain her confidence in herself, and her will to live, but it had all been because of him that she had wanted to go on living! She kept telling herself all during training with him that all she wanted was to be his friend, help him whenever she could so that she could repay all what he had done for her, but now there was the possibility that to do the right thing for Ranma might cause her to have to leave... And suddenly it didn't seem like the right thing to do anymore. Shampoo thought back to Ranma's teachings on honor, how he had said that in order to do the right thing, you had to sometimes forget your own feelings and ask what was right for everyone else. Shampoo tried, but it was just so hard! Why should she give up her one chance for happiness? How could she let Ranma slip away from her just when they'd started to get really close? Shampoo looked over at Ranma, walking beside her, also lost in thought. It would be so easy, she thought, come up with some excuse to not go to his mother's house right now, then dissuade him from ever going back later... Together they could travel, laugh, have fun, and eventually she knew he would fall in love with her.... No, that just wasn't right, she realized. As much as she wanted to do it, Ranma wasn't ready to love her yet. He still had so much to work out here in Nermia, and his mother was the best place to start. As much as it hurt her to think it, she knew that he did still love Akane. No, she would do what she could to help him, it was only the right thing to do. Her mind told her so, and for once, she listened to the logic over the feelings in her heart... but she the emptiness welling from within her still hurt more than she had thought possible. *** Shampoo struggled to suppress her emotions as they approached the house. She needed to be strong for Ranma. Ranma, for his part, was shaking like a leaf. Shampoo had never seen him so nervous before, not even when trying to confess his feelings to one of the girls. However, as they reached the door, his stance firmed, and his muscles tensed. Shampoo recognized his stance: he looked ready for combat. Walking with a confidence that didn't reach his eyes, he reached the door and knocked. Shampoo was still standing at the bottom step when the door opened, with the perfect vantage point to see Nodoka's face transform from looking tired and weary to a look of pure joy as she spotted Ranma. Ranma himself lost all his composer on seeing his mother, whispering "Mom..." and rushing into her embrace. The two just held each other for a moment, and Shampoo looked away, feeling like she was invading their privacy by being there, and feeling even more anxious. Slowly, reluctantly, the matriarch of the Saotome clan released her son, and they both took a step back, sizing each other up. Ranma, for once, had a look of pure bliss on his face, as if in that moment he had completely forgotten all the pain and anxiety of the past few days. Nodoka's eyes shown with pride at the man she say before her, everything she had ever hoped for. Then, slowly, her gaze left her son and looked over the rest of the porch, apparently searching for her wayward husband, when her eyes found her. Cocking her head slightly and blinking at Shampoo, Nodoka asked, "Ranma, who is this girl?" Ranma, who'd been busy just staring at his mother, reveling in actually being able to be with her in his male form, suddenly snapped back to reality, remembering that he still had a lot of explaining to do. "Uh, Mom, this is my uh..." Ranma paused for a moment, obviously fighting a brief internal battle with himself over just exactly *what* Shampoo was to him. Shampoo could sympathize, their relationship had been anything but simple, and while she silently wished he would say "Fiancee" or even just "girlfriend", she knew he stick to a safer course. Indeed, he did. ".. my friend. Her name is Shampoo, and she's the one who finally talked enough sense into me that I came home." Nodoka looked at him funny for a moment, then asked another question. "But Ranma, where is your father?" Ranma was starting to look *really* uncomfortable now. "Uh, mom, that's kinda a long story... Can't we go inside to discuss it?" He said, looking warily at the dark clouds starting to drift overhead. Nodoka blinked for a moment, then seemed to realize that they were still outside. "Oh! Excuse me! I'm not being a very good host. Please, come in." The inside of the house was sparsely furnished, but kept in very neat order. The cottage was rather small, but then Shampoo figured that if Nodoka had lived alone for the last ten years, she wouldn't have needed anything fancy. As she followed Ranma in, she noticed that Nodoka was still looking at her curiously. Shampoo could guess why, she must be in a fair amount of shock at having her long- lost son suddenly returned to her, along with a strange girl who wasn't the fiancee she knew he had, and without his father. Still, Shampoo hoped that Nodoka was as strong as the tales she'd heard of her made her out to be, because she still had a lot of shocks coming. The three of them sat down around the table set in the middle of the living room. It was a pleasant enough environment, though the house had a sense of coldness to it, like it hadn't really been lived in, although it was obvious that everything was well used. Shampoo spotted several patches on the various pieces of furniture, and the rug was well worn. Still, the house seemed to lack the vibrance of life. Looking around, Shampoo spotted the large garden just in back of the house. There, at least, life seemed to thrive, as a riot of fruits and vegetables fought for the small space allotted to them, all carefully pruned and taken care of. Nodoka brought some tea in, and as they all took their respective cups, an awkward silence filled the room, no one sure where to begin. Finally Ranma, always the impatient one, spoke first. "Well, ah.. it sure is good to see you again mom, I've ah... really missed you." "Yes, I came by the Tendos a couple of times to see if you were there, but every time you were gone on another training trip." Nodoka let out a soft sigh. "I'm so glad you've finally returned to me, every bit the man your father promised!" she said, beaming at him once more. However, Ranma looked even more uncomfortable at the mention of the Tendos. Unconsciously, Shampoo scooted a tiny bit closer to him, wishing there was something she could do to ease his anxiety. Still, she had been introduced as his "friend", so she would only play that part. Quietly, a tiny voice in the back of her mind asked her if maybe that's all she really was to him, but she quickly squashed it. "I uh... I know you came to visit the Tendos mom... I was uh... kinda... there." Ranma finally finished in a small voice. Nodoka's eyebrows shot up in surprise. "What? How could you have been there the whole time? I certainly never saw you there." Ranma opened his mouth to speak, and Shampoo was pretty sure she had a good idea what he was about to say, and she figured she'd better save him before he let his mouth get him in any more trouble. "Ah, excuse me, Saotome-sama?" Both the Saotomes looked at her in surprise as she spoke for the first time. Shampoo felt her mouth go a little dry as Nodoka gazed at her, realizing that any mistake she made now could permanently separate her and Ranma. "But really think Ranma start tell at beginning." Silently Shampoo cursed herself as her ability to speak Japanese fluently deserted her right when she needed it most. Nodoka looked back at Ranma. "Yes, dear, maybe you should start at the beginning." Ranma looked fearfully at Shampoo, wondering if she really meant he should tell *everything*. Shampoo gave him a slight nod, as if reading his thoughts, and he sighed, Mom was definitely not going to like this story. "Well, you remember that we went to a place called Jusenkyo..." Ranma began. Half an hour later, his mother was looking at him in stunned horror, Shampoo looked like she was trying to make herself very small over at her side of the table, and Ranma was just finishing. "So you see, Pop refused to let me come home, cause he was scared of you, and Shampoo convinced me that we didn't need him anymore, 'cause he hasn't really taught me anything for along time now. And well... here we are." Silence descended on the room Nodoka gave a little gasp, then finally regained her voice. "You, you mean to tell me that *you* are Ranko??" Ranma nodded slowly, picking up his now-cold tea and pouring it over himself. The transformed girl straightened her clothes a bit, then looked up at her mother half fearfully. "Uh, h-hi mom...." It was too much for Nodoka. Staring at her only child, watching his manly features blurring and resetting as feminine while his body shrunk... her mind gave out. Eyes rolling back into her head, she passed out. Ranma managed to catch her, and together she and Shampoo moved her into her bedroom, making her comfortable. "Well Ranma, that could have gone a lot worse..." Started Shampoo, trying to put on brave face. "Yeah, and it could have gone a lot better too." Ranma sat down on a chair next to her mother. "I don't know Shampoo... maybe this wasn't such a good idea... what if she forces me to commit seppuku?" Shampoo made a dismissive gesture. "Che... She won't. You saw how happy she was to see you. She might not be exactly happy about your curse, but I seriously doubt she'd force you to kill yourself!" Shampoo looked away for a second. When she continued, her voice was much less confident. "Ranma... did you really mean what you said about me? When you tell story? You make it sound like great-grandmother and I some kind of monster..." Ranma looked up, concerned. While telling the story, he had sort of forgotten that Shampoo was still there. "Uh... oh...um... well, you see..." finally Ranma gave up trying to find the diplomatic approach, she felt like she'd just fought a long, difficult battle, baring her soul to her mother like that, and she didn't feel up to blunting her words for Shampoo. "Shampoo... you're not a monster, but you *did* do a lot of awfully mean things to me. I'm sorry if I hurt you telling it like I did, but it was the truth. If its any consolation, I do like you a lot more now." Shampoo gave a small sniff, trying to fight back her tears. She had known that a lot of the things that she and her great-grandmother had done had hurt Ranma, but not that bad... the way he had told it, it didn't sound like they had ever had any good encounters... Could Ranma really have hated her that much? She been so sure that he'd secretly enjoyed some of their time together, when she'd hugged him or kissed him. Getting a hold of her emotions, Shampoo gave a small sigh, before turning back to Ranma. Well, that just meant that she'd have to work that much harder to be worthy of her love. Ranma watched her struggle with her emotions before finally putting on a strong face and facing her again. She felt sorry for Shampoo, she wanted to tell her that it wasn't that bad, but she just couldn't. Anything she said would only make her think that she was in love with her, and she wasn't... was she? It felt awfully bad to see her hurt like that.... She was saved from following that line of thought, however, as her mother began to stir. Turing back to her, Ranma-chan looked at her in concern as she slowly opened her eyes. As they came to focus on her, Nodoka had a puzzled look on her face. "Ranko? What are you doing here? I just had the strangest dream..." Ranma flinched at being called "Ranko", cursing her stupidity in not turning back to male. "No mom, it wasn't a dream, it's me, Ranma." "Ranma? Ranma!" Nodoka sat up straight in the bed, pulling back from him/her a bit. Slowly, her calm returned as she came to grips with the situation. Clearing her throat, she started again in a gentler voice. "Ranma, this curse makes things... complicated. The actual curse changes little, but how I've seen you act while in your... current form is less than manly. " Ranma blanched at that, fear growing in her eyes. Nodoka, however, continued. "Most notably the fact that you lied to me repeatedly, hiding behind your curse. That's very unmanly." Ranma began to look desperate, afraid her worse fears were about to come true. "However, as your father is obviously responsible for your... inadequate upbringing, I'm not going to force you to commit seppuku." Ranma breathed a great sigh of relief, as did Shampoo, though she hadn't realized she'd been holding her breath. "Mother..." Ranma started. "Still, despite the story you told me about how Ukyo tricked Akane into kicking you out of the Tendo's house, your engagement to her is a matter of family honor and must be upheld. You and I will go back there tonight and explain it to them, and we will make arrangements for you to be married to Akane as soon as possible. This fiancee fiasco has gone on far too long." Ranma looked at his mother in shock, ready to protest. Shampoo, however, looked at her in horror, though Nodoka didn't see it. This was exactly what she had dreaded, and she felt icy fingers grip her heart, begging her to snatch Ranma and run far away, or challenge Nodoka for Ranma's hand, ANYTHING to stop what was happening in front of her. She couldn't do it though. As much as she wanted to, she knew this was the best thing for Ranma, this was why she had brought him back to his mother, now she had to trust in his mother's wisdom, no matter what her own feelings. Still, it hurt. It hurt more than she thought she could bare. She felt Ranma's eyes search her, and she quickly buried her feelings, putting on a brave smile. She would be there for her, she had to be. It was going to take all Ranma's strength to apologize and patch things up with Akane. Seeing her son's gaze, Nodoka turned and regarded Shampoo. "Shampoo, Thank you for bringing my son home to me. However, I'm afraid I can't let you stay, there is no room for you here and I can't afford a houseguest anyway. I am sorry. Be sure to let us know where you settle so that we can send you a wedding invitation." Nodoka's gaze was not exactly hostile toward her, but it was definitely less than friendly, which Shampoo could understand after Ranma's version of their history together. Reluctantly, Shampoo nodded. Standing and giving a bow to Nodoka. She started to leave, then her eyes fell on Ranma. The red head was looking at her with an expression she couldn't fathom. I have to be strong for him, she thought. Quickly, Before she could think about what she was doing, she walked over and embraced Ranma-chan tightly, feeling the smaller girl initially tense up as she always did, but gradually accepting the hug. She held her tightly for a few moments, wanting that embrace, possibly the last she would share with Ranma, to convey so much... As she drew back, a tear in her eye, Ranma had a shocked look on her beautiful face, apparently trying to understand her own feelings. Then, forcing a smile, Shampoo bowed to them both again and left. Shampoo stood on the porch for a few minutes after closing the door behind her, struggling to keep the despair she felt from overwhelming her. She had known this was coming... after all, she had given up her claim to Ranma, so she had known that one day he would go his own way and she'd have to go hers, right? That annoying voice in the back of her mind screamed "NO" at her, but she ignored it. She could have her own life now, a life without Ranma... maybe she could meet someone else, someone who'd love her like she loved Ranma.... Shampoo clenched her fist. She would go and make a life for herself... just not yet. With that, she sprang on to the roof, waiting to see Ramna one last time. *** Ranma didn't know what to think about going back to the Tendos... one part of her wanted to leap for joy, hoping that her mother would set everything straight, but another part of her felt that it was very wrong... it just wasn't time. She looked over to Shampoo, to see what her take was on this was... but she wasn't prepared for what she read in Shampoo eyes. It was as if Shampoo was standing at the cliff again, that same look of terror and pain. It hurt Ranma just to see it, even though she knew this time it wasn't her fault. The look was gone in an instant though, replaced by a neutral, calm, and serious face, but Ranma could still see Shampoo struggling to control her emotions beneath the mask she had just erected. Nodoka, following Ranma's gaze, turned to face Shampoo. "Shampoo, Thank you for bringing my son home to me. However, I'm afraid I can't let you stay, there is no room for you here and I can't afford a houseguest anyway. I am sorry. Be sure to let us know where you settle so that we can send you a wedding invitation." Shampoo sullenly nodded, obviously not wanting to leave. Ranma almost said something, wanting to ask her to stay... but Ranma's mother had just asked her to leave, and Ranma just didn't feel right about going against her mother's wishes at that moment. This was all too new, and she didn't want to lose the fragile bond she'd only just begun to build with Nodoka. Shampoo got up, gave a bow to his mother, then walked over to him. Ranma didn't know what to expect... a slap for not asking her to stay? A kiss? The simple hug came as a surprise to her though, it was just so unlike Shampoo to give anything in moderation. The hug was more that just a simple embrace though, it seemed like she was holding on to him for dear life, then slowly letting go. Ranma had no idea how to react to that thought, and as she pulled back she had tears in her eyes. Ranma had wanted to say something then too, but she was gone before Ranma could form a coherent thought. She had gotten so used to Shampoo being at her side for the last couple of weeks, that having her suddenly gone, with such a sense of finality, that it was like she was missing a limb. Numbly, Ranma looked over at her mother. Nodoka was watching him intently, or rather her. "Ranma, trust me, this is for the best. That girl would only distract you from doing your duty to your family by marrying Akane. Now come along, lets get you changed back into a more manly form." Ranma felt a little bit better after hearing her mother's words, but something still felt decidedly wrong about this whole situation. She didn't know how she had thought it would be, but somehow having Shampoo suddenly ripped out of her life hadn't been part of her future vision. Something about that thought nagged at her, wanting her to examine it closer, but she didn't have time. Her mother was leading her to the kitchen and asking her more questions about her travels, and Ranma didn't have time to consider it. *** Ukyo sat on the roof of the house across from the Tendo dojo, watching dinner progress inside. Her ever-so- wonderful plan had apparently worked almost exactly as she had planed, as Ranma was no longer eating at the Tendo's table. Ukyo cursed herself for being so stupid, for not seeing the signs earlier. Ranma didn't love her, and he never had. A darkness seemed to well up within her at that thought, like some tangible demon waving images of those last few horrible moments in her face, showing her over and over again the look of betrayal on Ranma's face as he left her.... Putting her head in her hands, Ukyo let out a deep sob. After a few minutes she managed to control her tears once more and looked back to the Tendo's dinner table. This wasn't the first time since Ranma had left she'd watched them eat dinner, but this time she had a different purpose than just verifying that her strategy had worked... She had to set things right. It didn't matter that Ranma would never forgive her now... never love her.... No, she thought, I will not think like that anymore, I can't help Ranma if I'm too busy grieving. Standing up, she watched Akane head up to her room to do homework. With a leap and a bound, she soon sat just outside Akane's window, trying to muster enough courage to go in. Finally she got to her feet, knocking gently on the window. Inside, Akane glanced up from her homework, focusing on Ukyo. Anger begin to swell in Akane's eyes as they locked with Ukyo's. Ukyo desperately wished she could at least take a step back to get out from under that penetrating gaze, but there was nowhere to go up on the thin ledge where she stood. With two long strides, Akane threw open the window, but she placed herself in such away that Ukyo couldn't enter. "Uh, Akane, I wanted to..." Ukyo never got a chance to finish. Akane gave a small guttural yell of rage. "Ukyo you bitch! How _dare_ you come back here! Isn't Ranma enough for you? I never want to see either of you again!" This was going a lot worse that Ukyo had expected. She'd hoped to at least be given a chance to say a few words. "No! Akane! Wait!" But it was too late. Akane balled up her fist, preparing to throw a tremendous punch. "I DON'T WANT TO HEAR IT!" and with that she let loose. Normally Ukyo would have no problem dodge one of Akane's wild punches, but this time she didn't even try. Perhaps she deserved it, she thought, Maybe if she let Akane hit her, the violent girl wouldn't go so hard on Ranma... While Ukyo was considering why she should or shouldn't block the incoming punch, the punch connected solidly with Ukyo's jaw and sent her flying. With a small "Hmph" of triumph, Akane slammed shut the window and went back to her homework. Ukyo landed about a block away, smashing hard into a wall. Dazed, she lay slumped against the wall, trying to gather her wits. She couldn't believe the amount of anger Akane seemed to hold within her, it just didn't seem possible for anyone to be so hate-filled, and she hadn't done anything to alleviate it. Through the haze of pain though, one thought kept echoing in her mind: What have I done... what have I done.... *** Nodoka kept her posture straight and severe as she and her son walked toward the Tendo dojo. Ranma was following a little bit behind her, trying not to look worried. Nodoka's calm demeanor was only a projection, however. Inside she was outraged that her dreams had been dashed so. Her son had obviously not been taught proper honor, and all her sacrifice had been for nothing. One thought kept her going, however. If she could just get him to uphold family honor and marry Akane, then part of her dream would be salvaged. Then she could begin rectifying his lax view of tradition. She would make sure he learned his duty, she simply could not accept him as her son if he did not. If he couldn't uphold the family honor, then there was only one way for him to redeem it... seppuku. After all, that was the honorable thing. "Ano... Mom?" Ranma said, stopping behind her. Nodoka stopped, then slowly turned to face him. It wasn't that she was displeased with how he had turned out, but she had given up ten years of her life for the *perfect* son, and now to see that he clearly wasn't... It made all she had gone through seem like a waste. Well, she wouldn't let it be. If Ranma couldn't become the man she'd always envisioned, she'd just have to take steps to ensure that honor was maintained. Honor was everything. "What is it, Ranma dear?" "Uh, I'm not so sure this is such a good idea, going to visit the Tendos unexpected... shouldn't we have called first or something?" Ranma replied, not meeting her gaze. No, thought Nodoka, you are not going to destroy my dreams, not after all you've taken from me. Inwardly she seethed that her son would ever question his mother. *She* had certainly never questioned her parents, that just wasn't proper. Parents had to be respected and listened to at all time. However, the only sign of her displeasure that reached her face was a slight creasing of her brow. "Now Ranma, we discussed this. Manly men don't skulk and hide from confrontations, and you are a manly man, aren't you?" Ranma nodded. "Good, then let us continue." Nodoka faced forward again and begin proceeding at a stately pace, just fast enough that you couldn't walk casually and still keep up. After all, it wouldn't do to doodle. Ranma stared at his feet for a moment more, then quickly caught up. Nodoka felt like something just wasn't right here. Silently she wondered if this really even was her son, after all, her son should be the pinnacle of honor, and should have never left his father, as this boy had. And to top it off, this "Ranma" even showed himself to be able to change his form... What if this was just an impostor, using her? No, Nodoka thought, he couldn't have faked the emotion she felt between them when they'd first hugged. Still, she'd have to keep an eye on him.... *** Shampoo grew more concerned with each passing moment as she watched the confrontation between Ranma and his mother on the street. Things were definitely not going as she'd thought. The comment Nodoka made about Ranma's manliness especially disturbed the ex-amazon... Could it be that she was still taking that seppuku pact seriously? Shampoo didn't think even Cologne would be so cold as to force a family member, one of her own flesh and blood to kill themselves... though Shampoo hadn't thought she was capable of kicking her own flesh and blood out of the tribe either. Ranma had told her once that he had learned most of what he knew about honor from his mother, and Shampoo knew how much honor meant to him. Was it possible that his mother was even more strict about honor than he was? If so, Ranma could be in serious trouble. Feeling even more like something was wrong with this whole situation, and cursing herself for even suggesting that Ranma come back to his mother, she silently followed the retreating pair. *** One other set of eyes followed the progress of mother and son down the street. From the roof of a nearby building Ukyo sat regarding the pair, wondering what the heck was going on. Ranchan had once told her why he could never go near his mother, and now to see them together, Ukyo didn't know what to think. Had she driven him to this? Forced him to risk death by going to his mother after being kicked out of the Dojo? What if his mother found out about his curse and forced him to commit seppuku? It would all be her fault! Ukyo felt her stomach twisting into a knot. She had had no idea what a Pandora's box she'd opened when she'd started her plan, now it could cost Ranchan his life! Feeling sick to her stomach, the familiar refrain of "What have I done, what have I done..." echoed through her mind once more. Determined to do something to help Ranma, she decided to silently follow them. *** Ryouga sat at the dinner table long after everyone else had left. Over the last week of being here at the Tendos, he'd learned that there was one very important thing he had to do in order to stay here-- not move. So Ryouga sat at the table, his eyes closed, just thinking about the past couple of days. Eventually someone would lead him to his room, but until then he had plenty of time to think. The last couple of days had been pure bliss for Ryouga. While the rest of the family was rather indifferent towards him, Akane had come to him multiple times for comfort. Ryouga gave a small smile, remembering how it felt to hold her in his arms... For the first time he could remember, life seemed pretty good. It was true that he still hadn't really confessed his feelings for her, but he just felt the time wasn't right yet, Akane still wasn't completely over Ranma. Ryouga hoped she would quit thinking about that jerk soon, there was so much he wanted to tell her. For a moment he envisioned how it would go... He would go into her room, and she'd look up from her homework, at first slightly angry that she was interrupted, but then her expression would soften as she saw that it was him. He'd walk over to her, kneeling down by her side, and taking her hand in his. Then as they looked into each other's eyes, he'd say, "Akane, I love you, please, will you go out on date with me?" and joy would fill Akane's eyes, and she'd leap into his arms, saying "Oh Ryouga! I've always felt the same way, I was just never sure if you returned it! Lets skip dating and just get married!" Ryouga's smile threatened to engulf his face as he thought about it. It was perfect. With Ranma gone, nothing could stop him... Still, it was weird that Akane wasn't spending more time with him. She only seemed to seek him out when she was thinking about Ranma... Oh well, she probably was just unsure of her true feelings, he thought. Ryouga was patient, he knew that in time Akane would realize that she really loved him. The pleasant fantasy was interrupted however, as he heard a knock at the door. Opening his eyes, he saw Kasumi exit the kitchen carrying a cup of tea, calling out "I'll get it!" in her pleasant voice. Ryouga smiled at the thought of one day having her as an in-law, she was always so nice. Suddenly there was a crash, followed by a loud exclamation of "Oh my!" Ryouga was on his feet in a second, heading toward the door. As he rounded the corner, he saw Kasumi standing in front of the door hand to her mouth, the cup of tea she'd been carrying shattered on the floor. Then, as Ryouga looked past her, his gaze alighted on what had caused the disturbance, though he had already guessed as soon as he had heard Kasumi's exclamation. Only one person could be so horrible as to cause Kasumi fright -- Ranma. With a cry of rage, he sprung past Kasumi, going into a leap kick intent on destroying Ranma once and for all, ridding the world of his evil presence that had caused Akane so much pain. Never again, he vowed to himself, never again would he let Ranma hurt Akane. Ranma just looked up as Ryouga's foot came flying toward his head. He didn't even bother to put up a token defense. Ryouga's kick probably would have knocked him into next week if it had landed. However, he was stopped just short, as the second person in the doorway, whom he hadn't seen in his rage to kill Ranma, leveled a katana at his throat. "Good to see you too, Ryouga." Ranma said dryly. By this time the rest of the family had come running, and though Akane was glaring with undisguised hatred at Ranma, everyone else was focused on Nodoka. Withdrawing her katana from Ryouga's neck, she bowed to the Tendos. "I am sorry for coming so late at night, but there is a matter between our two families which must be dealt with. Now." Soun, slightly taken aback by the forcefulness in Nodoka's eyes, quickly buckled under her gaze. "Uh, yes, of course. Please, come this way, we'll discuss this in the dinning room. Everyone followed Soun in, while shooting Ranma dark looks. Ranma, for his part, kept his eyes fixed on the ground, trying not to flinch under the combined hostility. As they walked in, Ryouga positioned himself just behind Akane, sitting next to her as they sat around the table. Whatever dark plot Ranma had cooked up to get back in Akane's good graces, Ryouga was not going to let him hurt her again, and he had a feeling Akane was going to need him again very soon. Everyone stared expectantly at the Saotome's, and finally Nodoka elbowed Ranma in the side, prodding him into action. Eyes still focused on the ground, Ranma gave them all a deep bow, practically groveling before them. "I'm a very sorry for the pain I have caused this household. Please forgive me. I will do whatever I can to set things right." he said. Everyone just stared at him in shock, not believing that Ranma had just apologized... and what's more, had done it correctly, politely, and even sounded sincere. Nabiki, however, was not impressed. with a snort, she turned away from them. "And why should we forgive you? All you've done is steal our food, use our resources, and take advantage of our hospitality. Give me one good reason why we should forgive you." she said. The rest of the Tendos, all of which who had looked ready to forgive him (save Akane), quickly swiveled to face Nabiki, their faces hardening once more. Ranma looked desperately for a friendly face, trying to think of some way to allay their fears. Soun just looked confused by the proceedings, Akane still looked pissed, but then he facing him she rarely looked any other way. Nabiki looked indifferent as always, though she had already made it clear just how she felt about his return. Ryouga's expression varied between one of rage when looking at Ranma, and concern when looking at Akane. Of them all, only Kasumi looked sympathetic, but she also looked concerned at the same time, he would find no allies here. His mother, however, came to his rescue. "My son is sorry for what he has done, and as he has explained it to me, this is all one big misunderstanding to begin with. I suggest you at least hear his side of the story, I believe it, and I think you will as well." Nodoka's tone allowed for no argument, and once again everyone looked expectantly at Ranma. Slowly Ranma told his tale of how Ukyo tricked him, and how he was actually unconscious when she had kissed him. When he finished, Soun looked relieved, Kasumi was smiling in her blissful way again, while Nabiki still looked like she didn't believe a word of it. And Akane... Akane looked even madder than before. "You expect us to actually _believe_ that Ranma?! I was *there*! I saw it! You kissed her!" Akane said, barely controlling her urge to leap up and hit him with the nearest heavy object. Nodoka fixed her cold stare on Akane. "Akane, that's no way to treat your fiancee. As he explained, you couldn't see that he was unconscious from where you were, so don't be so quick to jump to conclusions." Soun broke into a wide smile. "Oh happy day!" he shouted. "This means that Ranma can still marry Akane!" Nodoka also seemed to relax a little, though Akane still looked like the first chance she got she would clobber Ranma. Ryouga, sitting at her side, just couldn't believe what was going on around him. Was Akane's father just going to believe that load of crap? He thought, I've got to do something to stop this! but what? While Ryouga tried to decide what to do, Nodoka spoke again. "Yes Tendo-san. That is the other matter we need to discuss. This engagement business has gone on long enough. Now that my son has return to me, I insist that they be married immediately." Ranma looked up sharply, his mouth opening to protest when he was fixed with a glare by Nodoka, and quickly thought better of it. He quickly resumed his staring at the floor. Akane, however, showed no such restraint. She quickly leaped to her feet, outraged. "No! I'm not marrying him!" Soun looked at his daughter, alarmed. "But, Akane..." "No! I'm not going to marry that two-timing hentai freeloader!" Soun burst into tears, "Akane, how could you do this to your poor father...." "Yes Akane, that is not the way for a proper woman to act." added Nodoka. Akane was working herself into a rage, however. "I don't care whether its proper! I don't love him! and I won't marry him!" Nodoka looked concerned at Akane's lack of manners. "Akane, please calm down. This really isn't a choice, its a matter of honor. You two have been pledged to wed, would you break your family's honor by refusing to uphold the marriage?" Akane was a bit taken aback by that. With Nodoka bringing family honor into it, it was no longer a simple matter to get rid of the engagement. Ryouga sat sullenly, feeling like an infinite number of arrows had just been shot through his heart. Akane forced to marry Ranma? he couldn't let this travesty go on! He _HAD_ to do something! Not knowing what he could do, but knowing that he couldn't just sit there, Ryouga leapt to his feet, and said the first thing that came to mind. "No! Akane can't marry Ranma, she's already agreed to marry me!" The room went deathly quiet, as everyone stared at Ryouga. Suddenly he realized what he'd just said... and the world seem to come crashing down around his ears as the blood rushed from his head. Somehow though, he forced himself to remain focused. This was it! This was his chance at last to save Akane, and get her for himself! Nodoka seemed to be the only one unfazed as everyone stared at Ryouga. "It matters not. Ranma's engagement was decided upon before either of them were born, and therefore takes precedence. It is matter of family honor that Akane marry Ranma." Ryouga felt like he was fighting a losing battle. Why was it that he only lost to Saotomes? Struggling to find some way to refute that claim, he just couldn't come up with anyway to get Akane out of this. In desperation, he just let his mouth go, hoping that whatever came out would be the right thing. "But... but... Akane and I have already slept together! And... and... and... Akane is carrying my child!" Now the silence that had prevailed since his last announcement of his was shattered by cries of "eeeeeEEEEHHHH?????" as everyone's eyes boggled. Ranma's fists were gripped so tight that his knuckles were white, and he looked ready to kill. Kasumi just smiled and said "congratulations!" in her cheerful manner. Akane had turned a bright red, her jaw hanging practically to the floor. Soun was unconscious, and Nabiki just looked at Ryouga incredulously, saying "gee sis, I never knew you had it in you..." though no one paid any attention to her. Nodoka was the first to recover. "I see... well then, we will withdraw and leave you in peace." No one moved a muscle as she and Ranma got up and left. All the blood seemed to leave Ryouga's face, and his knees went weak as what he'd just said echoed in his mind. Finally he turned to face Akane, trying to explain. As Ryouga turned to face her, however, Akane seemed to recover somewhat (though her face was still beet red) and without a word walked over and grabbed Ryouga by his collar and dragged him up the stairs to her room. Slamming the door shut, she whirled on him. "WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU THINKING!!!" she yelled. Ryouga staggered back against the door, trying to retreat from the heat of her anger. "I... I just... wait... Akane, I can explain!" he said, throwing his arms up in a defensive posture. For once, Akane held her killer punch in check, waiting to see what lame excuse Ryouga was going to come up with. How dare he tell those lies about her! He was just as bad as Ranma! Ryouga finally opened one eye to see why he hadn't been hit yet. Seeing Akane still in a rage, but holding off hitting him for the moment, he lowered his arms a bit. Then he began struggling for an explanation himself. It was no use, he dropped his arms to his side in defeat. He couldn't think of a single excuse for what he had done... so instead he decided that it couldn't get any worse. After what he'd just said, nothing could stop him from getting kicked out. The certainty that he would never see Akane after this granted him a confidence like he'd never known, the same confidence and strength that keeps a man on his feet as he walks to the gallows, or so Ryouga imagined. "Akane. I... I love you." he said. "WHAT!?" This time Akane's yell was one of shock, this was obviously not been the answer that Akane had been expecting. Well, there was no turning back now. "Akane, I've always loved you, and... and I just couldn't bear to see you forced to marry that jerk Ranma." The anger seemed to drain out of Akane at his words. "Ryouga..." she said in a soft voice. "I'm sorry Akane... I'll leave your family in peace..." Ryouga started to turn to go, but Akane reached out and grabbed his shoulder, spinning him back to face her. "Ryouga... Thank you." Ryouga couldn't believe he'd just heard that. Could it be that Akane actually did care for him? He felt his heart start to hope a little. Akane continued, "Thanks Ryouga for saving me from that... fate." "Oh Akane..." he whispered, holding her close to him. His heart began to soar, at last, at last, he thought... Akane loves me! As he held her close though, he wasn't able to see the silent tears she was shedding into his chest. *** Akane watched Ryouga turn to leave, sorrow and love etched in his face. His words came back to her, "Akane, I love you." and suddenly a million small things about him seemed to fall in place. She couldn't believe she'd never noticed it before, how he always got all nervous around her, even back when she hadn't known he was P-chan. Then it hit her... That was why he had done what he had, and revealed that he was P-chan to her. Happosai had kidnapped her and held her hostage in a bath house, trying to force Ranma to model a bra for him. While the two had fought, Ranma had summoned up a Hiru Shoten Ha, and it had headed straight for Akane. Ranma, still busy with Happosai, hadn't been able to get to her in time, but Ryouga had leapt in and saved her, but as he carried her off, he had absently stepped in a puddle of cold water... and she had watched as he transformed into her P-chan. Ranma had finished with Happosai by that time (not that he'd beat him, but the old leach had gotten distracted and Ranma had booted him into the stratosphere.) and had come running. Akane, still being tied up, had never been so pissed in her life as she struggled to kill P-chan even through her bonds. Ranma, seeing what had happened, had picked both of them up and carried them home, then at the same time he changed Ryouga back, he untied Akane.... Akane still felt a little ashamed of how she had treated him after that, Ryouga had spent a few days in the hospital because of her reaction, but she had to admit that he had saved her. At the time she had thought it was just stupid of him, that he had rushed in to save her just because he hadn't wanted to lose his sleeping partner, but now she saw that he had really loved her... As Ryouga got out of the hospital, Ranma had explained to Akane (in a rare moment of kindness) that Ryouga had never had anyone care for him before, and that when Akane had held him, the lost boy had just wanted to keep that affection, and that was why Ryouga hadn't told her. She had grudgingly forgiven Ryouga after that, and Ranma also explained (after getting a few lumps himself) why he hadn't told her himself. Ryouga had avoided her for sometime after that incident, but when she saw him again she had made it clear that, though she wasn't happy about what he had done, she would forgive him. Ryouga had gone ecstatic over that, in ways that only now made sense to her, and he and Ranma had gotten into a fight again, and basically everything had gone back to normal. Still, she had always just thought of him as one more of Ranma's eccentric friends, but now, to hear this... Ryouga _had_ always been such a dependable person, always helping out, always there for her to talk to when Ranma made her especially upset... She couldn't just let him walk out of her life now. Suddenly Akane realized she'd had missed what Ryouga was say, and that he was turning away from her, preparing to leave. No! Don't you leave me too! She thought. Quickly she reached out and grabbed him, spinning him back to face her. "Ryouga..." What could she say? All she knew was that she needed him to stay. With Ranma gone, he was the only one there to provide her with any comfort. Finally, she decided that she had to at least thank him for keeping her family from forcing her into marriage. "Thank you." Ryouga's eyes seemed to light up at that. "Thank you for saving me from that... fate." She finished. Ryouga, emotion choking his voice, whispered "Oh Akane..." and drew her to him, holding her close. This just didn't feel right to Akane though, this wasn't how it was suppose to be. Ranma had never held her like this... Ranma had never told her he loved her. Baka, she cursed herself, hadn't she already proved that a million times over? Still, it still hurt so much to think that she had... had loved him and he'd never returned the feeling. Slowly she dried her tears on Ryouga's shirt. Maybe she could love Ryouga, Ryouga was twice the man Ranma was anyway, always willing to be there for her, never fighting with her, and *he* had told her he loved her. Yes, she didn't need Ranma anymore. Still, they needed to go clear this mess up with her family, it wouldn't do for them to think she'd been seeing Ryouga on the side. *** Ranma followed his mother out the front gate of the Tendos. Everything was wrong, he just couldn't figure out how things had gotten so completely out of hand. He clenched his fists in impotent rage, thinking of Ryouga and Akane... together... It sent a shiver down his spine. It couldn't be true, could it? Akane and Ryouga had certainly slept together when Akane thought Ryouga was just a pig. but after she had found out? The idea seemed incomprehensible to Ranma, and yet... Akane _had_ forgiven Ryouga awfully fast... Ranma shook his head. It was truly over now, Akane was pregnant and he would never get her back. Ranma felt bitter tears well in his eyes at that thought. He had always held some hope that some how, he'd be able to get back with Akane, but now that was impossible. It hurt more than he'd ever thought possible, especially to think that, in the end, Ryouga had beat him after all. No, that's not it, he realized. It didn't matter that Ryouga had won Akane's heart, it was that Akane didn't love him. He felt sorrow begin to enter his heart as he thought about how much Akane had come to mean to him, yet he'd never been able to tell her how he felt... Of course, he'd never really known how he felt till now. And now it was too late. Akane loved Ryouga, not him. Trying to swallow that bitter pill of truth while keeping back tears proved to be a difficult feat, and as Ranma struggled to come to grips with this new reality, Nodoka led them back toward the house. *** Nodoka felt cold all over, like some winter chill was blowing through her heart. Damn these horrible children and their lack of respect! she thought to herself. How *dare* they mock the values that had kept the Saotome line strong from centuries, the same virtues and traditions that had allowed her to struggle through so many difficult times. Now it seemed that all that she had believed in was being thrown in her face, her son hadn't even been manly enough to keep his fiancee, and she would not let this travesty continue. She had been forced to live alone for ten long years, and there was no way she was going to let a failure ruin the long and illustrious line. There was just no way this could be her son. Yet why would someone want to impersonate her manly son? Nodoka tried to fathom some motivation... She remembered that one time when she had visited the Tendos, they had told her how, in his many travels, Ranma had picked up a few enemies, people who were jealous of his abilities. Perhaps it was one of these, Nodoka thought, someone trying to ruin her families good name! Yes, that must be it! She thought. Suddenly, she whirled on Ranma, stopping the boy in his tracks as he backed up a step, startled at her sudden change in demeanor. "Ranma, you disappointed me greatly today." she said, watching as terror began welling in her son's eyes. "You and your father swore that when you left me, you would return as a true man amongst men. Well, why then are you not manly enough to even keep your own fiancee?" Ranma took another step back, looking around as if seeking escape. He began gibbering, trying to find something that would make his mother satisfied that he was manly. "uh.. I-I... that is... " Pathetic, Nodoka thought. There was just no way this could be her son. No, *her* son was a man amongst men, this was just some impostor, she was sure of it. Well, she would see just how far this impostor would take his act. And if it really was her son, than he would be honorable enough to redeem the family's lost honor. "You have dishonored the Saotome family, you lied to me, you failed to honor the marriage arranged for you, and you cannot even face your own mother without gibbering. Obviously you are not the man amongst men I was promised would return to me, therefore, in order to regain the honor of the Saotome family, you must commit seppuku, tomorrow at dawn." All the color drained from Ranma's face. Nodoka truly did feel sorry for him, it can't be easy taking one's life now, when he was just reaching his prime years, but honor must prevail over all, or all is for nothing, she thought. "I will await you in the garden at sunrise, and there you can redeem the honor of our family once and for all, your spirit free from dishonor as you travel to the next life." With that, the matriarch of the Saotome clan turned and walked home, leaving her son behind. *** Ranma just watched his mother's back retreating from him, unable to come to grips with the sudden, final, turn things had taken. Slowly he felt tears begin to roll down his cheeks, tears he had fought his whole life, held in check by his fight to be a "man amongst men". But he could hold them back no longer. All the pain, all the suffering he had endured was nothing, he had failed his mother, and now reality was crashing down around his ears. Slowly he slumped to his knees, feeling the first drops of rain triggering his changes. But she didn't care, the tears just kept coming, pouring down her face as she saw over and over again the look of disappointment in her mother's face as she told him that she was not a manly... and that she had dishonored her family. As that image faded, the pain only increased. Clutching her stomach, Ranma-chan fell on her side, balling into her arm, thinking of all the things that she'd never be able to do, never be able to tell, never make up with Akane, never discover how she felt about Shampoo, never talk with Ukyo.... Crying in anguish, Ranma slowly picked herself off the ground and ran. She had no idea where she was going, but she had to keep going, exhaust herself totally so that she wouldn't be able to feel the pain anymore.... *** Shampoo felt horror nearly overwhelming her as she listened to Nodoka's speech, not believing this was happening. As Nodoka walked away, and Ranma fell to his knees, Shampoo felt like she would throw up. Everything she'd thought was wrong, horribly wrong. Why? Why? she wanted to scream. Why can I never do anything for Ranma that turns out right? she screamed to herself. She tried to think of some way for Ranma to get out of this, but it was like her mind had locked up in terror of the events going wrong around her. This wasn't how it was suppose to be! This wasn't supposed to happen... she slumped down behind the bushes she was hiding behind miserably. No, she thought. I must be strong for Ranma, he'll set things right, he, always does. However, just as she was about to go to him, the rain began. Looking down at her cat form, Shampoo cursed every god she knew. This was the worst possible moment for her to be a cat, in this form she couldn't even approach Ranma, much less try to comfort her. Watching Ranma-chan run off into the distance, Shampoo screamed her frustration as best she could with her small lungs. *** Ukyo hugged her knees to her chest, rocking back and forth, tears streaming from her eyes. "All my fault, all my fault, all my fault!" the mantra pounded through her mind, making her want to curl up in a small ball and just close her eyes forever. It would be so easy, she thought, just close her eyes, pretend she hadn't heard what she'd heard, and dream of her and Ranma together forever, forget this horrible place where her Ranchan was going to die.... She gave a small wail at that thought. No, no surely he would figure some way to get out of this! Ranchan always won, he *couldn't* lose now! she just had to have faith in him. Forcing herself to get to her feet, she looked back over the roof, hoping that she could go and comfort Ranma, but it was too late, he was already disappearing into the distance. *** Ranma-chan ran and ran, but no matter where she went, the pain was still there. Every one of her muscles felt like it was on fire, but still she ran on. Nothing made sense anymore, surely this couldn't be happening, mothers didn't just do this kind of thing to their sons. Finally Ranma could run no more, and when she finally came to a stop, breathing hard, she stood in front of her mother's home. How she had come here, she had no idea, but seemingly fate would not allow her to just run away from this. She *had* to redeem her honor. Honor meant everything to her, just as it did to her mother. Without her honor, everything she did was a lie. How could she face another monster if she couldn't face this? If she didn't do this, her family would be forever disgraced. Breaking with her father had been nothing, everyone knew that he knew no honor, but her mother... her mother's morals had always been a guiding light to Ranma, if she betrayed those rules now, not only was every one of her beliefs in jeopardy, but it meant that she was thumbing her nose at everything that had kept the family together, that had made her what she was. Trying not to think about what obeying her mother and redeeming the family honor meant would happen to her, Ranma-chan went inside. *** Shampoo watched as Ranma-chan slowly climbed the steps of the house. Damn her, and damn her honor too, thought Shampoo. She had known that Ranma would come back, though secretly she had hoped that Ranma would just keep running and never return. If she did that, it meant that Shampoo could go and find her, that she was alive. But Shampoo also knew how much honor meant to Ranma. If Ranma-chan had not come back to face her fate, it would be like she was giving up everything she had lived for up until that point. Shampoo understood her reasoning, but she certainly didn't agree with it. She *HAD* to find a way out of this mess. She had gotten Ranma into it by sending him home, now she had to get him out of it. Ranma always did the right thing, but this time Shampoo knew that what he considered the right thing was to keep his family's honor, and Shampoo just could not allow that course of action. Screw honor, she thought. While honor was a nice luxury, and it had helped her make friends, be a better person, it was not worth the price of one's life! Shampoo didn't care if it made her a bad person, she *would not* let Ranma die. His honor and hers be damned, it just wasn't worth his life. But how? she wondered. Ranma would fight her if she tried to stop him outright, and she had no illusion about her ability to beat him. She might be able to hold him off during sparring, but in a real battle there was no question who would win. Could she convince Nodoka? No, the matriarch had already shown that she would not be budged, and Shampoo couldn't just attack her, she was only going to be Ranma's second, and Ranma would probably go through with it even if his mother wasn't there. Damn this honor thing, she thought again. Honor was trying to take away the person she loved more than life itself, the one who had given her life meaning... Wasn't honor suppose to uphold life? To protect those weaker than yourself, that had been Ranma's first lesson. Ranma had never, in his entire life, hit someone who didn't deserve it, he had never attacked anyone without provocation, all because of his honor, and it was that same honor that Shampoo wanted him to discard. Shampoo knew he would sooner die himself than kill an innocent, how could she ask him to do the equivalent of that by not killing himself? Would sooner die than kill an innocent... that thought stuck in Shampoo's mind. Slowly a plan began to form, one which she knew would save Ranma's life... but at what cost? If she went through with it, Ranma would almost certainly hate her. It didn't matter, she realized. Nothing else mattered. Ranma would live, that was all there was to it. *** Ranma, having changed back to his male form, lay in the darkness of his room, staring up at the ceiling. His mother had locked herself in her room, and he knew she would not emerge until sunrise.... Ranma shied away from thinking about what would occur at sunrise. It didn't matter, he thought. All that mattered was honor, as his mother had taught him. He would go down and do what he had to do in order to preserve the family honor. Still, despite his brave thoughts, he was trembling beneath the sheets. Ranma did not want to die, especially not now, when he had so much left to do, so much unresolved... But this was the way it had to be. Things would probably be better off without him anyway, he thought. This way Akane would be able to marry whomever she wanted, Ryouga would finally have his wish, though Kuno would probably be saddened to hear that his pig- tailed girl was never coming back, but then Ranma could care less what Kuno thought. And Shampoo, Shampoo could.... Ranma stopped that line of thought, images of the beautiful exotic Chinese girl filling his mind, seeing her smile as he came to pick her up for a date during the instant nanniichuan incident, being hugged by her at the beach, even though they were both girls, the way the sunlight glinted off her hair as she walked away victorious after dumping him in the pond that time sparring.... Ranma felt his resolve slipping, as tears began to cascade down his cheeks. He'd never get to see her again, never get to talk with her, and never get to find out where their relationship could have gone. That last part was what hurt the worst, the feeling that he would never get to know what would happen if he had stayed with her, never get to discover how he really felt about her, and never get to find out if they really could have a real relationship. That was what he had wanted all along, why he had pushed Akane away at first, why he never let himself be forced into an engagement. He had never had a girlfriend, never gotten a chance to discover what love felt like. If he had let his parents make those decisions for him, or anyone else for that matter, he would never know. And now, it looked like he never would anyway. It felt like the tanto blade was already working its way around in his innards, twisting and scraping his stomach around in knots. Curling into a fetal ball, Ranma clutched his hands over his stomach and tried to make the hurting stop, but nothing seemed to help. Only one thing would end his pain, he realized, when that tanto really did silence his pain forever. Lost in his thoughts, he never heard the door open, never sensed the presence that crept up behind him. All he knew was that suddenly he was wrenched from the floor and thrown over someone's shoulder, and that incredibly fast they were launch out the window and into the night. As Ranma struggled to figure out what was going on, he realized that he knew his assailant... It was Shampoo, he could tell by the purple hair bouncing on his face and the rather shapely... um, nevermind. Now that he was sure who it was, anger began to grow in him. Had Shampoo just reverted back to her amazon ways of kidnapping to get what she wanted? Had all her progress just been an act? Ranma tensed his muscles to leap out of her grasp, when suddenly he realized that they weren't moving anymore. Slowly, Shampoo stood him up, looking him in the eye. Shampoo seemed to be searching for something in his face, and apparently she found it, as her countenance began to fall. Ranma was pretty sure he knew what it had been... She had been trying to tell if he had actually intended to go through with it. Ranma had been aware that Shampoo had been following them, indeed, he had known she would as soon as his mother kicked her out of the house. It was exactly what he would have done. Silence reigned as the two stared at each other, a street light flickering in the background. Shampoo had brought him to the park, which was absolutely deserted at this time of night. "Shampoo, you know that I have to do this, don't try to..." Ranma started, but Shampoo cut him off. "Ranma, Shampoo know what you have to do. Shampoo come for one last lesson in honor." Ranma was a bit taken aback by that. A lesson in honor? What was she talking about? However, all he managed to choke out was "W... What?" "You hear Shampoo. Shampoo want to know, which more important, life or honor?" Shampoo's eyes boared into him, as if trying to strip away his skin and see the answer written underneath. Absently, he wondered why she'd reverted to her old speech mannerisms, but he realized that she was barely able to contain her emotions, and wasn't bothering to concentrate on her speech. Ranma felt the small amount of anger he had felt at being kidnapped leave him. His shoulders slumping, and he sat down on the bench just behind him. "Shampoo... that is not an easy question. It would be easy to say that life was more important than honor, but if one isn't willing to give one's life for honor, than one's commitment to maintain honor no matter what is moot. I was willing to die to protect those I fought for, those weaker than myself. That was a matter of honor, and so is this. I don't like it, goddess, I don't like it Shampoo, but what else can I do? I have faced death a million times before for my honor, and now its time to pay the price. I've always known that one day doing the right thing might get me killed, now I've just got to face it." Ranma felt tears... tears he hated and had tried his whole life never to shed, falling down his face. His voice was shaky, but what he said held a deep conviction, and he knew he was strong enough to do this. Shampoo looked down at the ground, but she refused to give up. Looking back up and meeting his gaze again, her eyes held such a passionate fire that seemed to scream defiance of the world around her, as if by sheer will she could change what was about to happen. Ranma's heart went out to her, knowing that his own face had held that same look a million times as he went into a battles he couldn't hope to win... but somehow always did. Shampoo slowly reached down to her waist, where tied into her belt was a dagger Ranma hadn't noticed before. Slowly, she drew the grim blade, moonlight reflecting off its razor sharp edge. Holding it before her, pointed at him, Ranma for some reason felt very wary. "Ranma..." Her voice was cold, though her eyes still shone with inner fire. "I have another question for you." Ranma was getting tired of this. Shampoo could ask him all the questions about honor she wanted, it was not going to change the fact that he had to commit seppuku tomorrow. Shampoo turned the tanto so that the blade was facing her. "Ranma, if you die tomorrow, I will too." Ranma's eyes widened in shock. "Now, is it honorable to kill me as well?" "No, you won't do it!" Ranma leaped to his feet, desperate now, this just couldn't be happening. "What, you no remember that it *you* who save Shampoo from killing self before? Shampoo ready to do it again if Ranma give up on his life." Shampoo's shoulders finally slumped, emotion pouring out of her. "Ranma mean everything to me. I... I got you into this, and if my actions cause you death, then they will cause mine as well. Is that not the `honorable' way?" Ranma tried to find something, anything to say, but his mind was completely locked up at the horror of what was unfolding. Some small, detached part of his mind admired the trap Shampoo had lain for him, forcing him to choose the death of an innocent or the death of his honor, and everything he held dear. He was saved from having to answer though as a new voice spoke up. "I too, pledge that if you die tomorrow, I will follow you, Ranchan." said a very disheveled Ukyo, as she stepped from her hiding place among the bushes. Both Ranma and Shampoo just stared at her in shock, not knowing how to react. Ukyo, whose face was red and puffy from crying, collapsed to her knees in front of Ranma. "Please Ranma..." she was crying again, "Please, I was so wrong, I'm so sorry for what I did... please let me make it up to you! If you don't live to let me make it up to you through life, then I'll have no choice but to make it up to you by committing seppuku as well! Please Ranchan... I can't live knowing that I let you die after I betraying you! Please Ranchan, please..." her voice was high and nearly hysterical, but the look in her eyes was one of utter desperation. Shampoo seemed to have regained a little of her composure at the entrance of her long time rival. Looking back at the distraught Ranma, she walked over and helped Ukyo back to her feet. "Ranma, you don't have to make your decision now. We will wait for you at the canal, If you're not there by two hours after sunrise, we'll know what your decision was." And with that she turned her back on Ranma, dragging Ukyo behind her off into the park. Ranma just sat on the bench, his mind an absolute mess. He just couldn't think, this couldn't be happening... All the events of the last few days seemed so surreal, like a weird dream or nightmare. Picking himself up, he slowly walked back home. *** Ukyo tried to get a hold of her emotions as she felt herself dragged off away from the park, away from her Ranchan. Snarling at the girl trying to separate her and her love, she wrenched her arm out of Shampoo's grasp and leapt back, battle spatula at ready. How dare this girl try to take Ranchan away from her again, Ukyo thought, We never did get a chance to finish our fight.... Shampoo, seeing the desire for battle light in Ukyo's eyes, hissed at her. "Not here. Follow me!" and with that she sprung into the air, leaping away at a phenomenal rate. Ukyo had no choice but to pursue. As the girls raced through the night, Ukyo felt her anger fading, realizing that Shampoo had something besides fighting on her mind. Shampoo finally came to a stop and Ukyo stood across from her, Ukyo's battle spatula held at ready, the moon silhouetting the two girls where they stood next to the canal. "Did you mean it, Ukyo? Would you die for Ranma?" asked Shampoo. Ukyo slowly nodded. "I... I know that he doesn't love me, but... but I just can't help it. I love him Shampoo, and I can't leave him. I tried, I really did, to move on, pick up my life and try again. I was all set to move back to my family in Kyoto, but I just couldn't stand that thought that bad blood still existed between Ranma and me. Its true that I wasn't planing on making that vow, I thought that if I could just find Ranchan and talk to him, get him to forgive me... I thought maybe then I'd be able to talk him out of this seppuku thing. Before I could get to him though, I saw you sprint off into the night with him. Once I caught up to you two, and heard what you said... It just seemed to make sense. Ranma would never be persuaded not to go through with it..." Ukyo looked down, lowering her spatula. "I never knew just how important honor was to him." "So, when you heard the final part of my plan, you just decided it was the only way to save him?" Ukyo nodded, and Shampoo sighed. "I hope you know what you are getting yourself into... will you go through with it... if he does?" Ukyo looked up sharply, thinking maybe she had misjudged Shampoo again if she still thought there was any danger of Ranma going through with it when the their lives were at stake as well... However, Shampoo kept her face an unreadable mask, and Ukyo finally had to look deep into herself to find the answer... Would she really give up her life for Ranma? Did she love him that much? For the first time she thought about actually doing it, taking a tanto and cutting deep into herself, feeling the blade slicing around in her insides... Ukyo couldn't suppress a shudder. Shampoo saw it too. "Ukyo... it doesn't matter. Ranma won't do it... and I am grateful for your support in this. He might have been able to rationalize my death, since it was I who sent him back to his mother, or he might just think I might not go through with it... but since we both swore, I don't think he'll even dare take that chance." Ukyo slowly nodded, still trying to come to grips with the fact that she couldn't actually conceive of going through with it. Looking at Shampoo though, she could see that the ex-amazon had meant every word of what she'd said to Ranma. If he died, so would she. Shampoo gave her a small smile. "Ukyo... We've never gotten along. But... after this, Ranma no going to be happy with us. Me especially. We forced him to give up his honor, put him in a position he could do nothing about. If there is one thing Ranma hate, it being forced into anything..." Ukyo hadn't realized that, but she could see Shampoo was right. Even though they were saving his life, he was not going to be happy about it. "Ranma is going to need all the friends he has... and we no can stay here any longer... Would... Would you come with us, Ukyo?" Ukyo's jaw dropped, and Shampoo just gave her a small smile. The ex-amazon probably had planned this out from the beginning, she thought. Ukyo just couldn't believe, though, that Shampoo was not only willing to travel with her, but was willing to share what would have been time with just her and Ranma! Such generosity Ukyo had just never seen from the Chinese girl before. As she looked over Shampoo in the darkness, she could see that the girl was much changed. No longer were there hard lines of pride etched into her face, but now those lines had been replaced with lines of worry, and sorrow. Shampoo was still gorgeous, but now she seemed to have a more mature beauty, as though the innocence of younger life had left her. Ukyo found the changes in her both fascinating and scary, for Shampoo to have aged so fast, it just didn't seem possible. Throughout her time in Nerima, Shampoo had been the great constant, always chasing after Ranma, never admitting defeat, always bubbly and full of enough energy and good looks to make every other girl envious. Now, not only did she still have her good looks, but the intelligence and wisdom that only seemed to come from intense pain. Finally closing her mouth, she nodded. It didn't matter if Ranma didn't love her, and never had. It didn't matter that now she'd have to share Ranma with Shampoo, all that mattered was that she would be there for Ranchan, and would be a part of his life. She felt like something in her was dying though... maybe it was her own innocence, gone with the knowledge that her carefree days of fighting in the streets of Nerima were at an end, and that they had ended not in the joy and happiness she had always envisioned, but with such pain and sorrow that it made the seppuku Ranma even now contemplated not look so bad. At last she raised her gaze to meet Shampoo's again, marveling at the Chinese girl's spirit, and realized that while her carefree days were over, nothing had been decided yet. She would still be with Ranchan, even if not in the way she had always expected, and that there were new adventures waiting just around the corner. Life was going to be anything but boring. *** As the sky began to lighten in the east, Ranma slowly got to his feet. He hadn't slept at all that night, but then no one could blame him for that. He had tried to think all night about what he was going to do, and his choice seemed obvious, but could he do it? Could he really just throw away his honor? But then, if he didn't, Shampoo and Ukyo would die, and he couldn't allow that, no matter what... But then, what if they were just bluffing, what if they had never intended to go through with it? He knew they were both just trying to save his life, but if his life was already over, would they actually go through with ending their own even though they'd already lost? Ranma just didn't know. He continued to mull it over as he stepped into the bath. Somehow, he didn't think Ukyo would, she just didn't seem the type. She would be deeply hurt by his death, but surely she was level headed enough not to kill herself over it. But Shampoo... she had been ready to do it before, and he had seen the look of intense determination on her face, she probably would. Standing up again and beginning to dress in the traditional garb, he wondered if it really mattered. He was just upholding his honor, if Shampoo felt the need to redeem her own, what concern of his was that? Maybe the gods would be lenient and he'd be able to meet her on the other side.... Slowly, stately, he stepped out into the backyard, making his way over to the place in the rear of the garden where his mother waited for him. Nodoka also looked like she hadn't slept at all last night, her eyes were very sad as she saw him walk toward her, but also proud that he would not let his family be dishonored. On the ground in front of her lay the tanto, the first rays of sun hitting it and making it shine with a wicked brilliance. Slowly, as if savoring every second of life, Ranma knelt in front of his mother, a single tear cascading down his cheek. Slowly he picked up the blade, pressing it against his abdomen. There was nothing to say, no pleading for forgiveness. If he had, it only would have disgraced him more. As he held the blade against his stomach, his mother just behind him raising the honor blade of the Saotome clan above her head for the killing strike, the world seemed to come to a stop. No birds chirped, no wind ruffled the air, it was as if the world was holding its breath, waiting for Ranma to go through with it, with just a simple push he knew that the ultra-sharp blade would bite deep into him.... Yet as the world held its breath, Ranma felt something stopping him, though every part of his being seemed to scream at him to do it, to get it over with, something nagged at him, something he'd always ignored, something of infinite value to him... his heart. Suddenly it was like something burst inside him, and he began trembling all over, realizing how close he was to death, and how much he wanted to live, how nothing, not honor, not the mother he had never known, nothing could change the fact that no matter how much pain it would bring, Ranma wanted to live. With a cry, he threw the blade from him, feeling both exaltation that he was going to live and horror that he had betrayed his family warring within him, threatening to rip him apart. However, a sound invaded his inner turmoil, a sound that seemed to capture all his attention and focus it to a sharp, painful point that made all other thoughts of honor and betrayal flee his mind. It was the gentle swish of a sword descending. Gathering every ounce of speed that years and years of the most rigorous martial arts training had given him, Ranma threw himself to the side, feeling burning pain rip through his shoulder as the blade struck home, missing severing his head by inches. Screaming in agony, Ranma rolled to the side, clutching his left arm as blood rolled down his side. Shakily getting to his feet, he faced his mother, her sword covered with his blood, as she prepared to strike again, her face twisted into one of rage. Leaping back out of her range, Ranma tried to hold onto consciousness and calm down his mother at the same time. "Mom, please..." Nodoka would hear none of it. "Never! You are not my son! My son would never have dishonored his family! My son is a man amongst men! He holds honor above everything!" and with that she charged him yet again, and he barely managed to dodge her lightning fast strike. Landing on the roof of the house, he looked back at her sadly. "I'm sorry mom... I love you." and then he was gone. Nodoka collapsed amid her garden, the blood from her sword slowly dripping on the dry earth. Tears cascaded down her face and dropped to mix with the small red pool. *** Ukyo stared at the sun as it slowly ascended higher in the sky, feeling panic welling within her. Shampoo sat cross- legged next to her, the tanto resting on the ground before her. Anxiously Ukyo began pacing. Almost two hours had passed since sunrise, and still no sign of Ranchan... "Ergh!" she growled, barely able to contain her frustration. "I should have been there!" she said, talking more to herself than to Shampoo. "I mean, what if something's gone wrong? If I'd been there, I could have saved him at the last moment...." Shampoo continued to look straight ahead at the rising sun. "There would have been nothing you could have done, had you been there. Ranma must make own decision." "But... but where could he be? He knows where we are! He should have been her by now!" Ukyo was starting to get really scared... could Ranchan really have killed himself? Were they wrong about him? Shampoo finally gave a deep sigh. "It's time Ukyo, He... he not coming." Ukyo felt the implications of Shampoo's words sink in. "No! Nooooo... this can't be happening!" Shampoo gave Ukyo a scathing glance. "Get grip, Ukyo. I... You no have to... but, would you... be Shampoo second?" Ukyo looked back at Shampoo, shocked that she was even considering actually going through with this. "What! No! Shampoo, not you too!" tears began to well in Ukyo's eyes. "Please... please don't leave me all alone!" "I... I no want to die... " Shampoo said, tears in her own eyes. "But Ranma...." Ukyo sank down on her knees in front of Shampoo, grabbing her by the shoulders and shaking the Chinese girl back and forth. "No Shampoo! I need you! Your the only one who hasn't turned away from me! Please... please, stay with me!" Shampoo was gripped with indecision, hearing the okonomiaki chef's heart-felt plea. She and Ukyo had never been anything resembling close, but there always had been a sense of camaraderie between them, as they were always the put-out fiancees. She had been willing to follow Ranma in to the great unknown, but now... She had wanted Ranma to stay and be with her, would she now make his mistake and leave Ukyo alone? Shampoo realized she'd already answered her own question. Her heart had never felt lower, knowing that Ranma had been stupid enough not to accept the out she had given him, and now she was going to make the same mistake... suicide just wouldn't fix anything. "Shampoo! Wait... don't...." Both girls looked up, startled, to see Ranma slumped against the canal's fence, his face pale and blood soaking one of his shoulders. Both girl turned to him simultaneously, feeling joy fill their hearts. Both leapt to their feet in unison and ran to the injured Ranma. Ranma was in bad shape, both the girls saw as the rushed up to him, he had lost a lot of blood. "Come on Shampoo, we've got to get him to a hospital!" Shampoo nodded, and without giving Ranma a chance to say a word, they had him scooped up and were racing along the roof tops. *** Shampoo and Ukyo sat uneasily in the waiting room, waiting to hear news of Ranma. Shampoo was a pretty good nurse and had judged the injury not too severe, though he had lost a lot of blood and would be spending a couple of days recovering. Ukyo was fidgeting nervously, occasionally shooting glances Shampoo's way. Shampoo didn't know what to make of Ukyo at the moment. If it hadn't been for her, she wouldn't have waited long enough for Ranma to get there... She shuddered at the thought that she might have killed herself, only to have Ranma stumble up to her a few minutes later, and then being too weak to get himself to the hospital. More than ever, she was glad that she'd decided to bring Ukyo along, Initially she'd invited the cook just so that Ranma would have an extra shoulder to lean on, but now she had a feeling she might be needing that extra shoulder as well. Still, Shampoo had a feeling she was missing something about Ukyo, the way she had been acting... Shampoo just couldn't pin it down. Ranma was alive, that was all that mattered. Shampoo felt relief flood her at that thought. She had gambled and won, Ranma would live... still she couldn't help but think that there would be serious repercussions from what she had done. She had forced him into a position where he didn't have a decision, and he always hated that. Not only that, but she had forced him to give up his honor, the very essence of who he defined himself as. Still, as much as she was dreading his reaction to her meddling, she couldn't help but feel a giddy joy at the knowledge that Ranma was alive... the world just seemed a bit more beautiful today because of it. Even if he shunned her after this, he would be alive.... The nurse finally came out to the waiting room, announcing to the two anxious girls that they could go in and see Ranma now. As they entered, the doctor explained to them that Ranma had taken a fairly serious cut, but was okay after a few stitches, though he warned that Ranma's left arm would be a bit sore for the next couple of days. Also, Ranma had lost a lot of blood, so he'd have to stay in the hospital overnight. Finally the doctor left them alone with Ranma, who was sitting up in the hospital bed. Ukyo immediately ran over and threw her arms around him, crying in relief that Ranma would be okay. Ranma smiled sheepishly, patting her shoulder and generally trying to console her. Shampoo, however, hung back. She would get her chance with Ranma, she knew, but for now she was more than content to put off that confrontation for a few more minutes. Ukyo finally looked up at Ranma, tears of joy in her eyes. "Ranchan... I'm so glad you're okay! Oh Ranchan, please forgive me, this is all my fault... If I hadn't tricked Akane like that, none of this would have happened!" Ranma's brow furrowed a bit at the reminder of what Ukyo had done to Akane, but he couldn't stay angry with her. "Its all right Ucchan... You were only doing what you thought was right." Shampoo was relieved that he seemed to be in a forgive and forget mood. Stepping forward cheerfully she started to call out to him. "Ranma..." but as soon as she said his name his whole demeanor changed as he shot her a dark look, causing her to stop dead in her tracks. "Ranma..." this time a note of pleading entered her voice, as she saw that her fears had been correct, Ranma was just not going to let what she did blow over. Ranma heard Shampoo call out to him cheerfully, and he looked up at her coldly. He couldn't believe how neatly she'd trapped him, manipulated him... It left him feeling cold. How could she? he thought... Deep down he knew that she had only been trying to save his life, but he wasn't sure he should be grateful for that. She had taken away his family and left a deep scar on his honor he was not sure he could ever live down. However as he heard her call out to him a second time, this time pain and fear of his rejection plain in her voice, relief flooded into him. Seeing her again brought back thoughts he thought he would never get a chance to expound upon. Now he had a future to look forward to, and as deep as the scar in his honor was, he had life to look forward to. Still, he was not ready to forgive her just yet. Putting more steal in his voice than he felt, he said "Shampoo... I know why you did what you did, but that doesn't excuse it. You manipulated me and forced me into a situation that forced me to scar my honor and hurt my mother... how can I forgive that?" Shampoo turned her eyes to the floor, trying to hold back tears. Even Ranma's relatively gentle rebuke hurt far worse than she'd expected. Still, she knew it was nothing less than she deserved. Ranma watched her turn inward, as if trying to hide from his rebuke in plain sight. Finally though, he gave in, not wanting to cause her undo pain. "Yet, you did save my life... and I'm... grateful." he said with a smile. Shampoo glanced up sharply, hoping she'd heard correctly. "So what do I do with you, Shampoo? You saved my life, yet you hurt me too... I suppose I have no choice but just to call us even." Shampoo's smile at that could have lit up the room, in a flash she leapt over on to the bed, giving Ranma a fierce hug of her own, which Ranma resisted... but not too much. Finally letting go, she looked into his eyes, "Ranma, you really mean it? You... you forgive Shampoo?" Ranma nodded. Shampoo seemed about to express her feelings about that in a more intimate way, but Ranma gently pushed her back. "I'm still not happy with you though. And... and I don't know what I'm going to do. Where are we going to go now?" Ukyo had released Ranma and stood off to one side as she watched the interaction between the two, but instead of feeling hostility toward Shampoo when she leaped onto Ranma, Ukyo only had a pensive look on her face... However, as Ranma began asking about what came next, she rejoined the conversation. "Well Ranchan, Shampoo and I thought that if you didn't... you know... we could all maybe... travel together? Maybe start a restaurant somewhere or something." Ranma thought about it for a moment, then shrugged. "I suppose. You two really agreed to travel together?" both of them gave him sheepish grins. "Actually, it was Shampoo's idea..." said Ukyo. Ranma actually breathed a sigh of relief. "Well, I am glad to hear that you two are getting along... I had hoped... ah well, nevermind." Ranma looked out the window, his smile fading. "We have to leave this place though... there are too many memories here." Both Shampoo and Ukyo nodded in agreement, all of them thinking over the events of the past couple weeks, and how drastically their lives had changed. Ranma looked back at the two girls, his fiancee's, his friends... They'd all gone through so much, could they really just move on with their lives? Ranma hoped so, for all their sakes. For the first time, he began to hope that maybe the future might be better than now, and he was looking forward to it. It still hurt that his mother had turned on him, and had renounced him, the pain of that memory would be felt in his shoulder for a long time to come, and he'd always carry the scar, but in a way, being renounced by his mother was remarkably liberating. For the first time in his life, Ranma didn't feel like there was anything holding him down, no commitments he had to follow, no path decided on by someone else. At last, he could make his own place in the world. --- Epilogue: Mousse washed the tables of the Nekohanten, on last time. The old hag had finally sold the place, and tomorrow they two of them were heading back to China. Mousse cursed under his breath, in a truly foul mood. Not only would he be returning without his Shampoo but he'd be ridiculed even more for losing to Ranma and getting cursed. He hated it when they all laughed at him. It wasn't his fault he couldn't see, and there was nothing he could do about it. He'd studied martial arts, hoping that they would all be forced to quite their snickering when they realized he was the best in the tribe, but Shampoo had always beat him, so his quest had become to beat Shampoo, and with the added benefit of being able to marry her afterward. Then no one would be able to laugh at him anymore. But no, just when he'd finally won, when he'd finally proven he was better than Shampoo, that he was the best of all the amazons his generation, that damn Saotome had come in and not only stolen his bride from him, but turned her against the amazon laws of her birth! Anger swelled within Mousse, somehow, some way, he'd find away to get back at Ranma... Ranma would never live to laugh at him again. *** Nabiki thanked her informant at the hospital, even going so far as to give her a 10% increase on her normal price for this valuable piece of info. As she hung the phone up, however, she leaned back against the wall, trying to figure out just what the information she'd gained about Ranma and his two fiancees meant. Nabiki had the distinct feeling that she was missing some big pieces of this puzzle, and she hated that. Somehow, she was going to find out the truth.... *** Kodachi listened to the report made by her ninja spy, hearing how close her Ranma-sama had come to losing his life. That had cinched it, Ranma needed her to step in and take control of his life, after all, he didn't seem to be able to take care of himself... But how? Kodachi knew that Ranma was much better than her at straight out fighting... but there had to be a weakness in him somewhere. Dismissing her servant, she bounded off to her greenhouse. This would call for something truly special.... ---------------------------------------------------------- fin Author's note: Okay, so ends the second installment of "Purple Haired Destiny", and I'd just like to say thanks to all the people who replied to the first part and made me feel like people actually liked my writing. Now, a few notes on this chapter: Well, as promised, Ukyo is mostly redeemed in this chapter for her actions in Chapter 1. I was actually pleasantly surprised that I didn't get flamed off my ass for that in the last chapter, but I hope all you Ukyo fans will agree that, while maybe she wasn't the driving force behind this one, she got some pretty good scenes... and she'll definitely be playing a big role in the next one. Let see... About Shampoo's speech. In the last chapter it was established that Shampoo went to school for a month and her Japanese improved dramatically from it, but she still has a tendency to slip back to her old speech patterns when stressed. After all, she did only go back to school for a month. And about Nodoka... I'm sure many people are going to jump on me for how harshly I portrayed her, and I'm sorry for that. I've read an awful lot of fics where Nodoka is treated very kindly, and I wanted to show her in a bit more harsh of light. The way I see it, any woman who is so stuck on tradition that she would exact such a vow and then allow her husband to leave for ten years with her son is probably too entrenched in tradition to begin with. Besides, I've never read a fic where she actually did force Ranma to commit seppuku. Oh, and in case you missed it, even though this is basically manga continuity, I left out a couple parts, like the fact that there is no Akari in this continuity, and Nodoka doesn't know yet. The next chapter in the series is going to be called "Three hearts on the road" so you can guess what its going to be about, and in it I'm going to try to wrap up the majority of the relationships I haven't dealt directly with yet (and maybe a few that I have.) there's a possibility that it'll be the last chapter, but somehow I doubt it ;) Thanks for reading it! C&C is always welcome, I hope you enjoyed reading it as much as I did writing it! Special thanks to Wade Tritschler for his suggestions and thoughts on Shampoo. If any of you are looking for some really good arguments for why Shampoo is his and my favorite character, check Wade's Shampoo page at : http://malvm1.mala.bc.ca/~tritscwa/ranma/shampoo.htm and for reasons why Shampoo and Mousse are just WRONG for each other, check his Anti-Shampoo+Mousse Page: http://malvm1.mala.bc.ca/~tritscwa/ranma/moandsh.htm Thanks for reading! Ryan Anderson andersor@cs.colorado.edu http://ucsu.colorado.edu/~andersor/tenchi/ryoko.html