I'm filled with rage and apathy.

I'm in a situation I hate, but too tired and unmotivated to do anything about it.

I wonder how that's even possible. At any rate, times like this make me look at myself and wonder why I can't be what I want to -- why I have to be such a worthless slacker.

Work is stressful. Very stressful. I'm really unhappy.

But. What can I do about it? All phone jobs are likely to suck at least as badly.

I don't want to work tech support anymore. I can't handle it -- it's not the money, because this job pays well. But I'm just not happy doing this.

I envy people who can find passion to drive them through things. Or a job that they genuinely enjoy. I've tried a billion things -- I don't even like playing video games for money.

I wish I could be a writer....

I feel lousy.